My Thoughts Are Not My Own

This book is a raw and intimate journey into a mind grappling with mental disorder, perception, and identity. Written over years of emotional turmoil, it captures breakdowns, breakthroughs, heartbreaks, and fleeting moments of clarity. The texts serve as a poetic and emotional map of consciousness, equivalent to floating in a rubber boat in the middle of the Atlantic, holding a pack of needles. Reality is perceived from a radical, unstable angle, where birth and death brush against each other, certainty dissolves, and the self thins. Throughout, one truth persists: my thoughts are not my own.